Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Sweet Nothings

Lately I think my life has been full of Sweet Nothings. No, not the kind that are whispered into my ear in the midst of passion. This is a different kind of nothing.

I've been enjoying my time with you lately. I have enjoyed my time with you since we started spending time together, but lately I have realized that it's different.

Is it me getting more comfortable or you feeling more at ease? Is it that our friendship is growing and that is changing how we see each other? Is it that we're being more and more honest with one another and with ourselves? Or, is it just sweet nothings?

Nothing to worry about, nothing to think about, nothing to analyze, nothing to blog about, nothing to talk to my friends about, nothing to be nervous about, nothing to cry about, nothing to notice at all. Nothing.

Yet, it lingers, so that I think it must be something. Something to hold onto, something to enjoy, something to giggle about, something to smile about, something to whisper to my sister about, something to put butterflies in my tummy, something to daydream about. Something.